1st outing with the bballgirls last night, to haji lane for dinner.
the food was superb, though we couldn't even pronounce most words on the menu. from jessie's non-stop infectious laughter to huiqing's ultimate bimboticness, we sure had a great load of fun(: sad that the other 3 had stuffs on, steamboat when everyone's around!

i had a haircut just the day before, and i think it's wrong wrong wrong wrong. i miss my long fringe like totally, yet what's done done so i should just look on the brighter side, i look younger and fresher with bangs! arrrghhhhhh, i still miss my fringe lahhhhh. i need the fringe-growing potion>< NOW. pinli says photo-taking is TOMORROW. wth.

i feel as if i've been such a low person.
you i saw ytd, i shan't go into details with what i told the girls. yes i'm happy but still not to the extent of happy happy. it's like that glass of syrup water made just nice, not a bit too much of either. it's that kinda feeling when i see loving couples as like darlingg and her tj, cheeling and erkee. well well, i wonder how should i move on cause i can't seem to find back that kinda feeling anywhere. maybe not now, so i should just go concentrate on my studies plus bball. like what everyone says, the grass is greener on the other side. one day i'll say, the grass is greener on my side. i still do have hope, not much. but i guess a tiny-winny bit will do and will last me for time to come.

ranting on and on, you probably wouldn't know what i'm talking about, cause i ain't very sure of myself too.ROARR.

i wouldn't give a damn.
darlingg says i'm bad. yes. i'm bad. i'm a bad bad bad girl.